Wake up on a Sunday morning. Walk down the street to a deli on the corner. Look over at the newsstand and notice on the front page is your best friends picture. You buy the paper and turn to page seven. The headline reads 'Local girl latest victim of suicide'.
Run home call her house. Her mom picks up cryin. All she asks is "Do you have any idea what pushed her to this?" You tell her you don't know as you write down the details of her funeral. When you hang up tears run down you face. You sit down and wonder what it was that did pushed her that far?
You begin to remember, about a week ago you could tell something just wasn't right with her. When you said something she said "I'll be fine don't worry." You replied with "I love you, your like a sister to me and I don't know what id do without you." Then you told her to call if she needed anything and that if she did she could call at any time of day or night. She responded simply with a "thanks" and "I love you to."
As you sit down at your desk you begin to wonder 'Why didn't she say anything or call me?' Just then you realize the one person who cares enough to stop you from killing yourself is gone and did what you promised her you wouldn't.
You look over at you answering machine and there's a massage waiting for you. You listen to it and it's her and she's cryin. She says "Hey its me, guess you aint home or I don't know maybe your like the rest of them and don't give a damn bout me." and finally says "guess I got no one now." before saying " I love you sis ." Then hanging up.
You lie down on your bed, grab the pistol from under the pillow. Now its loaded and cocked, you bring it up to your head. Your finger is on the trigger. You look out the window at the sky and say "don't worry sis I'm coming and its all going to be ok."
You put the gun down on the bed and decide you will go to her funeral before you do it. So you'll wait for just one more day.
Next day you go to her funeral, last time you'll ever see her in this world. When you go up to her casket you kiss her forehead and whisper "Why?" then mumble "don't worry I'll see you in heaven later."
You get home and check your e-mail for one last time. You see that you have an email from her sent on the day she killed herself. It says that she doesn't want you to do what she did. She says she loves you and is really sorry but she shouldn't take life any more. At the end it says "Remember you promised you would never do it."
So now you cry yourself to sleep every night cause you miss her every night. And probably will always miss her and regret making that promise to her. Yet now you will never break that promise to the one person that ever cared and the one person you respected enough to listen to. You know you will always miss your best friend "THE LOST ONE".
IF THIS STORY TOUCHES YOU AND MAKES YOU WANNA CRY DEN I THINK YOU NEED A HUG AND AN "I LOVE YOU" AN BELIEVE DAT I DO LUV YA.